anticipation

it's unreal that after all of the months... d-day... well c-day is less than 48 hours away.

ive reviewed it all. i've read and highlighted entire text books. i've written, and studied, and focused... and now it's here.

i know if i fail that this discipline is not in my cards. and if i pass that it's so incredibly interesting that i know i'll never give it up.

i'm ansy but not stressed. i feel like i've prepared and dont feel i could have done much more given the time allotted and my background in the field. i'm ready to get all of this knowledge out of my head, onto paper. and to put all of the books away - even if just for the weekend.

the best part is last minute, i also was asked to give a talk in a 3 hour professional conference session on campus friday. nothing like a little excitement to get the day rolling!!! 8:30 am reporting time - 9am talk till noon (i'm one of three speakers)... 1pm exam.

YES!

atleast i don't feel the need to cram - so i can study and prepare for my talk tomorrow...
Friday is the day.
Friday night is the night - time to let lose - atleast temporarily as friday marks part 1 or 2.

that's all i have to say about that. back to the books...