circle of life

weeks like these make me contemplate life...

the circle that seems to represent life is confusing ...

unexpectedly early, in comes the new - in the form of a beautiful little girl.
unexpectedly, they leave us, before 'their time'.
unexpectedly, they get hurt doing what they love to do. (sending thoughts to the psu racer who wrecked today, landing in the ICU).

being one to constantly worry about the people around me, i often wonder how i'll get through this life with sane perspective knowing those around me are also a part of this circle.

their interests, hobbies, 'fate' and life goals could lead them down similar paths. or not. their fates unknown.

as is mine.

don't age.
don't deteriorate.
don't get sick.
don't wreck.

all i really want is for them to be happy - and healthy. and there.

i can't imagine life otherwise.